my most beloved and wonderful best friend brian givens born feb 6, 1985 - oct 16, 2005, it he was the type of friend anyone would of loved to of had..even though he was two years younger then me...he kept me safe..from even the most silly things...he was always able to bring a smile to my face. to make me laugh even when I was sad or mad....not a day goes by that I don't miss him...

that I don't see his smile..hear his laughs..remember the confront i got with him, even when he did his silly pranks that would drve me crazy....

he was my best friend, my first love , my one true hero...

he was the Wind Beneath My Wings , no one could ever replace him in my heart...

I miss his jokes when he'd pull on my school bag after school..chase me from the bus knowing i wasn't fast enough to get away...how he'd come in the bedroom window scaring me almost to death....when we'd go down the railroad tracks just to smiply do it...

when we'd sit in my room playing with the silly v-day hearts , that had the cute Little words on them..and we'd laugh and kiss when it would say kiss or hug...

when he chased me in the house when i wore a long pink dress lol...such a silly wonderful memory that was...

and now..i can't help but smile, even though its painful knowing i will never be able to make anymore memories with him...I am still happy..because I have so many happy memories with him..that will forever keep him in my heart...

so i send out my Love to you brian..and I will love you and wait here on earth until i am able to see you again in heaven, waiting for all them silly pranks of yours

Ohhhh, oh, oh, oh, ohhh.
It must have been cold there in my shadow,
to never have sunlight on your face.
You were content to let me shine, that's your way.
You always walked a step behind.

So I was the one with all the glory,
while you were the one with all the strain.
A beautiful face without a name for so long.
A beautiful smile to hide the pain.

Did you ever know that you're my hero,
and everything I would like to be?
I can fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings.

It might have appeared to go unnoticed,
but I've got it all here in my heart.
I want you to know I know the truth, of course I know it.
I would be nothing without you.

Did you ever know that you're my hero?
You're everything I wish I could be.
I could fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings.

Did I ever tell you you're my hero?
You're everything, everything I wish I could be.
Oh, and I, I could fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings.

Oh, the wind beneath my wings.
You, you, you, you are the wind beneath my wings.
Fly, fly, fly away. You let me fly so high.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.

Fly, fly, fly high against the sky,
so high I almost touch the sky.
Thank you, thank you,
thank God for you, the wind beneath my wings.

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song (c) bette milder
in Loving memory of a man and best friend that was the light in my life..who i will always think about day and night